(i hope) you know who you are:

i've been a bit of a shut-in, but i've never been good at multitasking

Things are changing, but i don't think i have

it's a whole big thing and you know i hate the internet, so it's all very hush-hush for now...

but i want you to know that i love you guys so goddamn much that it hurts and you make everything better. we should get together more and an impossible orgy love affair and have awesome night-picnics and make weird art and then fall asleep listening to disney songs in uncomfortable sleeping bags.

so that's what i wanted to say. i love you guys and i never tell anyone that and i should have. i never grew up enough to be selfless, but there you are.

so just because we don't hang out like normal people, and i never pick up the phone, and i avoid facebook with a heavy heart, i want you to know:

you are appreciated and you are loved.

you guys are awesome. sleep well.

arden.