arden-is-me

So...no updates for you, internet machine, since all i've done lately is write poetry and there's no way i'll ever leave my written work at the mercy of the internet.  Ha, no.

I am updating mostly to get rid of the last entry, which was boring me with its desperate earnestness.  

~arden

(why am i still awake?  i was sure there would be awesome sleep tonight.  there were witnesses who could testify.)

(i hope) you know who you are:

i've been a bit of a shut-in, but i've never been good at multitasking

Things are changing, but i don't think i have

it's a whole big thing and you know i hate the internet, so it's all very hush-hush for now...

but i want you to know that i love you guys so goddamn much that it hurts and you make everything better.  we should get together more and an impossible orgy love affair and have awesome night-picnics and make weird art and then fall asleep listening to disney songs in uncomfortable sleeping bags.

so that's what i wanted to say.  i love you guys and i never tell anyone that and i should have.  i never grew up enough to be selfless, but there you are.

so just because we don't hang out like normal people, and i never pick up the phone, and i avoid facebook with a heavy heart, i want you to know:

you are appreciated and you are loved.

you guys are awesome.  sleep well.

arden.

I work at an amusement park now, as a ride operator.  i still hate kids.  luckily (?) for me, i hold their tiny lives in my hands, now.  I got over the damn pinkye and now have a nasty chest cold, and since i never go anywhere besides work and school and work already infected me once, i have a pretty good idea where to point fingers.

...into childrens' EYES.  

I watched the new episode of Doctor Who, The Sontaran Stratagem, and it seemed waaaaay shorter than usual.

Gossip Girl is awesome.  

So is Twilight.  I cannot wait for the movie.  (EDIT:  It occurs to me this might be taken seriously, which, ha, no.) On that note, I seem to be reading actual novels again, which is awesome.

my friend lent me seasons two and three of avatar, but i can't start them until i finish season two of digimon on youtube.  It won't be easy, since there are OVER FORTY EPISODES IN THE SEASON.  

I have a list of to-do tv: first, digimon, then avatar s2, then stargate sg-1 season 1, then avatar season 3, then pokemon (any episodes i missed on youtube), then the new episode of house on fox.com, then the second half of LOST season 2.  

Also, school and work and mayyyyybe the may 22 HCT date????

~arden.

Oh, FUCK.  YOU.  PINKEYE.  FUCK.  YOOOOOOOOOU.


it itches badly and i hate those bastard kids.  

in other news, pretty. odd. is fantastic and you should check out this band called Charlotte Sometimes if you haven't already.

~arden.

My christmas morning consisted of my parents fighting, which put a damper on the otherwise awesome season.  so i am redoing it, all by myself.  most of our christmas decorations are still up, so i am inviting a few homies to break bread.  we'll watch disney movies and eat pizza, and maybe it will snow again, but mostly?  good people and no fighting.

katey, are you in?  if not, we need to do something when dark knight comes out.

in other news, big love is kind of awesome, as is pushing daisies and the casanova miniseries on bbc.  does anyone have blackpool the miniseries?  i crave tennant.  

Also:  Rock Band needs a mic stand for the rare occasion when the drummer wants to sing as well.  Just saying.

new panic! album in march, the 1/19 cobra starship rocked ass so HARD, and new torchwood and Doctor Who episodes to watch.  Some things suck so hard lately in the world; i need these things to matter.  


be safe and warm, and so so hopeful.


~arden